My blog is going through an identity crisis. It is not sure what it wants to look like. Why can't I have computery graphicy artsy knowledge and stuff (aka semi-nerdy)?

If I knew how I would create my own template, and it would be awesome. It would be so cool it would win awards and people would want to pay me to come see it on my blog. Then people would come and read my blog and become followers and add their little picture to my blog (by the way- my followers widget stopped working yesterday. Now where it says "People who actually read by blog" it is completely blank. What does that say about me to random visitors? That I am a loser!!!)

Okay, I think it may not be just my blog that is having an identity crisis here.

Maybe, I need therapy.